Personal Blog

  • There is something unexplainable.

    What happens when the past comes back? Do you ever look at someone and know that your road will not be easy? Baggage. Suitcases full. You know they are there. You know they are loaded and heavy. You know that they will have to be unpacked. You know that it would be easier to keep……

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  • I am the girl on the wall.

    Forward motion is hard when you are tied to your pasts. It is always there. There are always reminders. There are regrets and resentments and victories and celebration. But, it is always a part of you. The past molded and shaped who I am. It also built walls. Tall, treacherous, sturdy walls. It built a……

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  • Dad, One year ago…

    Dad, One year ago…

    One year ago, today… It seems like a minute… It seems like an eternity… One year ago, today, may have been the hardest thing I have experienced in my life. I lost my hero. I lost beer drinking buddy. I lost my friend. I lost the only man that I knew would never hurt me.……

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  • Intuition or anxiety?

    Intuition or anxiety?

    Did you ever meet someone that seems so perfect? And then, they are not? They make you question yourself and your own judgement of others? When their words don’t match their actions and you listen to the action, when all along you should have been listening to the words? I had sirens ringing in my……

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  • Build. Burn. Build.

    Build. Burn. Build.

    Life has ups and downs and twist and turns. Just when you think you should go left, something forces you right. Just when you start to go up, something knocks you down. It can be crazy and confusing and fun and exhilarating. It can be fulfilling and heartbreaking. Have you ever met someone that had……

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  • His stitches in my life.

    His stitches in my life.

    Life has a funny way of giving us what we need when we didn’t even know we needed it. Some say that is a coincidence. Some say that is karma coming back. Some say that’s just life. It is so much more. It is God. Every moment of every day, he is weaving the magical……

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  • Why all the sparkle?

    Why all the sparkle?

    When my life was already busy, I jumped in an opportunity that added more work. Most people thought it was crazy. My Dad had just been diagnosed with brain cancer, the company I have worked at for years was in the midst of being bought, my marriage was not exactly perfect and I had a……

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  • Anxious much?

    Anxious much?

    I have spent a lot of my life with a quick temper. I am a little more frustration than most. I dwell on things. I worry and then I lash out. At friends, at family, at my sweet kiddo. For the longest time, I have had a bad temper but as I dove into some……

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  • Don’t let the fear win.

    Don’t let the fear win.

    The other day, I read one of those “feel good” social media posts that said, “She felt the fear and did it anyway.” It spoke to me in so many ways. Back in 2019, I made a promise to stop listening to the “what if” but they are still winning in most aspects of my……

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  • Adventures in dating.

    Adventures in dating.

    Adventures in dating gets more interesting by the moment. I am learning that most people are not what they seem. If it feels off, it probably is. There have been a lot of laughs, a lot of awkward moments and a heck of a lot of “are you serious?” moments. At some point, I want……

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